Wednesday, November 30, 2011
By the end of this week most of my friends will have ORDed while i am stuck here with 13 weeks to go till i am once again a civilian.Recently I find myself finding more and more reasons not to go to camp... to clear as much off and leave as I can. I just feel that being there is of absolutely no use to my personal well-being. It seems as if without me nothing gets done. I hate to sound egoistical, but thats the way it seems to be. I can go on off for 5 days and come back to find nothing change and work waiting for me to do... seriously its a WTS moment. I feel like just fuck caring all of it... after all i am just an NSF this does not in anyway affect my future.
Back to my normal stuff, i am much happier now aside from army pissing me off. i guess i have just accepted that things are the way they are and nothing i do is going to change it.