Tuesday, September 29, 2009
So i think a post seems to be in order to just like you know make my blog alive again...I have nothing much to post about...
never really been good at blogging...
i guess i have been better recently... you know happier...
i know why i guess but i am not sure if i should actually be happy about it... i will just wait and see how it plays out...
JC passed so fast... its like secondary school almost seemed to last forever and JC seems to pass at a blink of an eye.
i always thought i would not make good friends in JC. hmmm good friends not the right word.. friends whom i know will be there years down the road. everywhere i look, people seldom talk much about their JC friends my parents dont... secondary school friends yes. and so under all this influence i was under the impression that i too would not meet anyone significant in JC.
but as it turns out i was wrong. somehow it seems i have had alot of luck with friends in JC. my PAE friends, even though we studied together for less then a month, we all still hang out and its like we have known each other for years. hahaha
and the most shocking thing is my current class 0816. it seems as though all the right things happened for our class. to me, all our characters are different, but somehow these different characteristics overlap and seem to fit together so well. i am glad this happened i suppose... this is a haphazard post
Sunday, September 20, 2009
(Whoa)
(Whoa)
We were seventeen and invincible
Had the world figured out and the girl on my shoulders
Told me everything's gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
Yeah maybe we were in high school
But you never see the ending
When you're young and not pretending
Singing everything's gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
Buried her deep inside
Stars go kill my eyes
Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
But she's got a boyfriend now
(Whoa)
(Whoa)
Then I took a trip out to LA
For the girl with a smile that could take your breath away
I'm thinking everything's gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
Maybe I thought I could sweep in and
Sweep her off her feet and go right back to Boston
Thinking everything's gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And everything was gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
The streets keep holding on but now she's so far gone
Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's on the west coast and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
But she's got a boyfriend now
Take me back to you somehow
And everything that I know now it's so hard
I tore us apart
Take me back to feeling like the world
Would just keep dealing me the right cards
Now you're just so far
And I'm 23 and invincible
Got the world figured out and a bird on my shoulders
Told me everything's gonna be alright
(Whoa-oh)
And when is everything gonna be alright?
Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's in Ohio and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
Cause then she goes
I wish that I could press rewind somehow
But she's got a boyfriend now
(Whoa)
(Whoa)
She's got a boyfriend now
(Whoa)
She's got a boyfriend now
(Whoa)
Take your
Take your breath away
Take your
Take your breath away
She's Got a Boyfriend Now - Boys Like Girls
Saturday, September 05, 2009
I seriously doubt that anyone is going to read this......But I need a place to rant so i dont really care much who reads this...
I have officially succeeded in screwing up my life... congrats Matt you always do this. I just have to do something to completely destroy a perfectly nice picture... do i really like feeling sad??? i seldom do... i just seem like i am. but now i do feel sad and this has nothing to do with studies... i think i am a real idiot sometimes. i should just stop getting close to people, cause well when i do i always screw it up so better to not be in that situation in the first place, spare myself the pain.
I am sorry to all i have hurt, I am sorry to all i distanced myself from, i am selfish, i just one to lessen my own pain, but i am glad you are all still happy. I am sorry