Monday, August 29, 2011
we hold on as hard as we can.we cling on to the hope illusion that everything is as it should be.
we believe fool ourselves things will get better.
then one day we open our eyes and see that its all gone
that it has left our life.
the illusion collapses and we are left in a state of shock.
there is a wrenching feeling in our gut.
we realise that we have been keeping our distance to protect ourselves.
locking everything away in a illusion that would one day crumble.
all of a sudden its gone, and all that's left are the memories and an empty feeling.