Someone once told me, "a dilemma occurs because we can never have the best of both worlds."
But what happens when neither choice brings any happiness, when neither choice is the best.



kind of sucks when both your choices bring nothing but pain. but life rarely gives handouts. then again, who am i to complain.
Hope maybe a good thing, but it is a very painful thing cause when you hope for something and when you really need to hope for it to happen, chances are its a loss cause.
Recently, whatever last shimmer of hope i had has been lost and i have come to realise that there is no way things will turn out they way i hope it will.

funny thing is, i am happy now that i have no hope left.

so i will leave this all behind me. as i am right back where i was before, content, not happy, but i rather feel this way then fell frustrated and confused. My hotmail account got hack last week and was subsequently blocked that cause quite some problems... i think i sent quite abit of spam to people...

I miss 3 concerts of which i had tickets too... had to sell all three cause of a little miscommunication and misinformations... i regret it deeply after hearing how awesome they were... well life is full of disappointments i will catch them next time..