< UNTOLD LIES
Friday, October 30, 2009
No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do you lie to her, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities well I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating. (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.




That's What You Get - Paramore
Sunday, October 25, 2009
This romeo is bleeding, but you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well,I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

Yeah I, will love you, baby
Always and i'll be there
Forever and a day, always

I'll be there, till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
I know when i die you'll be on my mind
and I'll love you, always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh
Some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye

What I'd give to run my fingers thru your hair
Touch your lips, to hold you near,
When you say your prayers, try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words
You've been needing to hear, I'll wish I was him
'Cause these words are mine, to say to you
'Til the end of time

Yeah I, will love you, baby
Always and i'll be there
Forever and a day, always

If you told me to cry for you, I could
If you told me to die for you, I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price i won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck in these loaded dice
But baby, if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams, and our old lives,
We'll find a place, where the sun still shines

Yeah I, will love you, baby
Always and i'll be there
Forever and a day, always

I'll be there, till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
I know when i die you'll be on my mind
and I'll love you, always




Always-Bon Jovi
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Feelings should be kept to yourself and not shared.

Don't go on hoping if you know its not going to happen.

Don't delude yourself.

Trust your gut not your head or your heart, those usually get you hurt.

Being happy is over-rated, you always want more.

Being happy with friends is all about saying what they want to hear.

Don't say anything and no one will laugh at you.

Sometimes people just don't want you around.

Its best to remain alone.

These are somethings i have learnt in the short time i have been around.
Saturday, October 03, 2009

The world truly a wonderful place if we can just take the time to observe the things around you. Talking is all well and good, I do it fairly often and I enjoy it. That maybe so, but its hard to see things for what they are when your mouth is moving.

If you just take time to notice, you will find the world truly wondrous and you begin to see it completely differently. As Hannah recently likes to say, “they sky today very bright, it will rain tomorrow” which is true most of the time. The air also has a different smell just before it rains, the wind blows through your window and brushes lightly against your exposed skin, bringing with it a sometimes an unwelcome chill, sometimes a much needed cooling breeze. The wind is cool and moist, and more often then not, it seems to relax you. When it starts to rain, it almost never starts with a downpour, it works its way from a few drops, to a light drizzle and finally to a downpour. It is most beautiful after it rain, its so serene and calming so quiet, you hear the bird chirping, the leaves rustling in the wind and you feel the moisture in the air.

Part of the reason I like to listen to music is because I am intrigued by the way all the different sounds come together to make a piece of music. Though many don’t realize it, there are always the subtle notes played in the background that many don’t hear, they think these notes don’t matter, but it does, it matters a great deal. Without all these notes, the song sounds empty and incomplete. Music is also a very effective way to sooth the mind, and relaxes our body. It allows you to be free from the distractions around you and gives you time to do some serious thinking. The music fades into the background, as your mind wonders during those long bus rides, till it seems more like a measured beat that your thoughts can follow. It is trough these times that we truly are able to understand ourselves and better understand our situations and problems.