Saturday, September 05, 2009
I seriously doubt that anyone is going to read this......But I need a place to rant so i dont really care much who reads this...
I have officially succeeded in screwing up my life... congrats Matt you always do this. I just have to do something to completely destroy a perfectly nice picture... do i really like feeling sad??? i seldom do... i just seem like i am. but now i do feel sad and this has nothing to do with studies... i think i am a real idiot sometimes. i should just stop getting close to people, cause well when i do i always screw it up so better to not be in that situation in the first place, spare myself the pain.
I am sorry to all i have hurt, I am sorry to all i distanced myself from, i am selfish, i just one to lessen my own pain, but i am glad you are all still happy. I am sorry